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st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
Sounds a lot like my younger self.Where listening to music fell off, I started making my own.It is where my bottled up feelings find an outlet.Suicide always flirts with you.Is just to put that b1tch in her place.I also have a seasonal condition where lack of sunlight gets me depressed.Yeah I am a weirdo.aaron17 wrote:st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
I give credit where credit is due......bamfo_dennis is helping me out .
This is jus a rehash
".....everything just building up. Especially this pandemic..depression, mental disorders, socialization ." I am the quietest person ever. No socialization..idk if thats good or bad. Introvert....I am comfy alone or maybe I am accustomed being like that. And maybe that affecting me negatively in the longrun. Been bullied in my childhood..even by teachers. Wished I had friends...I am a big man now..even though I don't feel that way. The past still haunts me to this day. I have no socialization skills I guess. Maybe I have hearing problems from too loud music. I talk soft and when ppl cant hear.... I have to talk loud and I always feel angry. angry = loud. So its a combination of everything. School work was a pain too.. imagine school stress I had. Who ever had lessons after class? I started from form 3 class ... Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday,Sunday? And these are different places to travel to. Peer pressure not easy. Parents pushed me hard. I had suicidal thoughts then. My eyes were bad..couldnt see on the board. couldnt afford glasses then. Feels like life is a failure.
What helps me most ..music ,graphic designing, video games filled the void but grew outa that. I dont fight .. I flight. I sure many other things I missing out.
aaron17 wrote:st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
I give credit where credit is due......bamfo_dennis is helping me out .
This is jus a rehash
".....everything just building up. Especially this pandemic..depression, mental disorders, socialization ." I am the quietest person ever. No socialization..idk if thats good or bad. Introvert....I am comfy alone or maybe I am accustomed being like that. And maybe that affecting me negatively in the longrun. Been bullied in my childhood..even by teachers. Wished I had friends...I am a big man now..even though I don't feel that way. The past still haunts me to this day. I have no socialization skills I guess. Maybe I have hearing problems from too loud music. I talk soft and when ppl cant hear.... I have to talk loud and I always feel angry. angry = loud. So its a combination of everything. School work was a pain too.. imagine school stress I had. Who ever had lessons after class? I started from form 3 class ... Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday,Sunday? And these are different places to travel to. Peer pressure not easy. Parents pushed me hard. I had suicidal thoughts then. My eyes were bad..couldnt see on the board. couldnt afford glasses then. Feels like life is a failure.
What helps me most ..music ,graphic designing, video games filled the void but grew outa that. I dont fight .. I flight. I sure many other things I missing out.
st7 wrote:aaron17 wrote:st7 wrote:aaron no one was against you. we just breaking your balls. we dont know u personally to have that effect on you. in other words, we dont matter.
why are you feeling the way you are feeling? you can talk about it here if you'd like
I give credit where credit is due......bamfo_dennis is helping me out .
This is jus a rehash
".....everything just building up. Especially this pandemic..depression, mental disorders, socialization ." I am the quietest person ever. No socialization..idk if thats good or bad. Introvert....I am comfy alone or maybe I am accustomed being like that. And maybe that affecting me negatively in the longrun. Been bullied in my childhood..even by teachers. Wished I had friends...I am a big man now..even though I don't feel that way. The past still haunts me to this day. I have no socialization skills I guess. Maybe I have hearing problems from too loud music. I talk soft and when ppl cant hear.... I have to talk loud and I always feel angry. angry = loud. So its a combination of everything. School work was a pain too.. imagine school stress I had. Who ever had lessons after class? I started from form 3 class ... Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday,Sunday? And these are different places to travel to. Peer pressure not easy. Parents pushed me hard. I had suicidal thoughts then. My eyes were bad..couldnt see on the board. couldnt afford glasses then. Feels like life is a failure.
What helps me most ..music ,graphic designing, video games filled the void but grew outa that. I dont fight .. I flight. I sure many other things I missing out.
hoss... daz de rel ting u doing there! creativity is a good way to pass the time. maybe you can try doing web comics, my guess is that you enjoy dark humor... make the darkiest humour there is and share it here - i iz a man who love the dark stuff lol
but yeah boy - daz rel days for lessons. and most things hard to grow out of - it's ingrained in you and society thinks men should not feel. but your depression is valid, the way you feel is valid. if some gyal tell u otherwise, them is just what wrong with society. they grow up thinking a certain way and probably figure they dont need to change (most women stubborn that way anyway)
how old are you now? do you have anymore things you're interested in? i found that watching sitcoms helps with feeling better. take in some shows you never finished back then... malcolm in the middle is good! everybody hates chris too. i mean i could write down a list but watching sitcoms may help.
aaron17 wrote:Anyone knows any suicide chat apart from hotline? Feelin off since yesterday from a certain chat and feels like everybody in this world against me. Thanks.
aaron17 wrote:ppl say u have to learn to forget...easily said than done.
agent007 wrote:Right now I myself have some challenges to deal with. I already made up my mind that some people will not be in my life again come 1/1/22. Envious people and people with wajang mentality I don't have the time for anymore. I love to wash car and be in my garden and that usually brings me at peace.
Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
wtf wrote:Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
People dying from COVID-19 without getting to see their families again and you wanna suicide yourself..
Toughen up..
wtf wrote:Bro widdy frig going on with you .aaron17 wrote:I was thinking ..a simple life has less stress (my opinion)
People dying from COVID-19 without getting to see their families again and you wanna suicide yourself..
Toughen up..
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